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Started by Zhs2, May 25, 2009, 04:25:38 PM

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Parabox

You should make that into a children's book. Serious awesome stuff.

zephyrtronium

Quote from: DekuKnight on August 13, 2010, 05:50:15 PMYou should fix all the terrible grammar and make that into a children's book. Serious awesome stuff.
fix't

Zhs2

Who needs grammar when you're logging a dream into an IM conversation?

Digital_Mantra

Some bizarre dream where I was invited to some apartment by strangers.
There was this weird symbol on the wall that glowed every few minutes and when it did, quantum reality shifted and I'd sink into the floor or push a wall.
It was like a sponge or something. After I left the anomaly was gone but from a distance I could see a weird spectral bubble encapsulate the building.

Parabox


Zhs2

(12:32:49 PM) Zeke: I was in a college-like place that looked nothing like a college and contained a huge Burger King. I walked into the staff building and met up with my professor who looked like one of my grandmother's friends, and I was doing a research paper on the age-old debate between eggs and bread

Phazar

Last night I had a strange, if not a little creepy, dream.

It was like there was a forum for certain parts of life, and people lived their lives on these forums, not typing on them, but walking, talking, doing everyday things in them.  In the dream, I saw a list of admins in one of these forums, which included the entire family(or at least most of the adult members) of my ex-girlfriend.  (Strangely, Zhs2 made a cameo in this dream on the admin list, but that was the only time he appeared.)  Eventually, I discovered that a new entry was made---this old girlfriend of mine made me an admin of "her life" or whatever the forum represented.  I saw my own name on this list of admins now(and the name was not Phazar).  I soon met her in this dark room in the place the dream took place.  Now, in real life, she almost seemed convinced that I was stalking her at a point.  But in the dream, she seemed spookily happy to see me.  She seemed to want to see me again pretty bad.  She slowly walked toward me, almost like a zombie, and put her arms around me.  After that, I woke up in the real world, with a spooky feeling in my mind.

I am almost beginning to wonder if this is some kind of message, and what the life-within-a-forum really represents.

Digital_Mantra

I was being cried out of my own face endlessly like a water slide park until i fell into my kneecap where a world of abstract black and white shapes stood still.

I walked endlessly through this world trying to find an exit but there were these giant black and white high heels trying to stomp on me.

I jumped off the last object and into the blackness, a fall that seemed to last forever.

I found that there were many falling with me at one point. my girlfriend, my parents, my friends, my friends online I don't know in person, etc.

We were all just.. falling.

Blarget2

i just had this dream.... last night.
i was in pitch black with no noise and no touch, yet i was self aware and it seemed as if i was surrounded by a 1,000 people.
but there was no sight, no touch, no smell, but i coulc tell that i was moving.
this literally creep'd me out.

Hiroshi Mishima

Okay here's an intriguing dream I had last night. Not much to it, I don't remember all of it.. but I'll go on about what I can remember.

I was a student, possibly in college, possibly in high school, I can't be sure which as I have difficulty gauging age by appearance. Regardless, I was in this classroom and we were studying some subject and this went on for a little bit of me going to classes here. At some point I sat next to this girl.. I think her name was Kelly, or perhaps that was her last name, I don't remember, I recall hearing both halves at some point. We worked together on a few assignments.

As time went on, the question was raised as to whether or not I was actually a real student in the class/school or if I'd just shown up one day and started joining in the classes. I don't recall who first brought it to attention or whether it was resolved. I think back and it reminds me of one of those little plot threads that get introduced then never used.. like the Matrix sequels were known for.

Anyways, at some point the class itself was moved to a new location. I'm actually not sure if that's true or not, but what happened next keeps making me go over the events again cause it is kinda confusing, though not without precedent. But what happened was I noticed something strange about the ground in the classroom near where I was seated. At some point I began to dig at the ground which has cracked and broken, exposing something beneath it. The more I dug, with the girl's help and a few others, the more we found this weird passageway under the classroom. Eventually it was deep enough that we could look inside of the little antechamber before the tunnel in the distance, although that was still mostly buried. Someone pointed out that there was writing inside the little chamber, and after examining it realized that it was written in English. In fact, it was a message to me, specifically. The really bizarre part was that there were multiple messages, and it was almost as if they had been written by people from the classroom regarding something that was GOING to happen but hadn't happen yet.

We all thought it was quite remarkable and truth be told I wasn't sure I wanted to really hazard a guess as to what it could mean, since there were any number of possibilities that could have caused that writing to get there. Didn't have long to think about it, though, as something did later happen. Though precisely what I'm not sure as my memories of the rest of the dream are clouded and I can't tell if I'm remembering THAT dream or another dream that happened before/after the dream in question.

But yeah, most of my dreams are heavily structured.

Digital_Mantra

Dreamt about god or godlike beings. That were just casual room mates.
If a car was borrowed, it was an angry god wanting it back.

There was a god of nature (a naked woman) by the seaside having her body looked at obsessively by Jim Carry
because he did something wrong but since he's a god of potentiality he doesn't mind, and splits into so many
possibilities that millions of Jim Carrys begin to fall from the sky and into the water, field, rocky shore,
mostly instantaneous deaths just to see more angles of her body.

There were two mortals that stumble upon these weird god room mates.
One's a wannabe cop named Chody and the other is his partner, a guy in a hazmat suit named Chillian.
They found this house of demigods trying to find parking because Chody really wanted a hot and sour soup
but an argument erupted over the price and parking.

Digital_Mantra

waterpark in Afghanistan me and some family members on a plane crashed to.
i went to stay at some guys, he shot up purple heroin and wasn't receptive, i had all these questions.
like wheres a store outside, what channels can i watch, how do i get online.

then i went into one of those 90s style virtual realities and was flying through the internet absorbing random geometric shapes and shit.
I came across some middle eastern hackers and they scared the shit out of me.
It was like lawnmower man style virtual reality internet terrorism.
I was making a melody at one point, wish i could remember it, it sounded pretty lush.

dreamt of some other stuff, a weird funeral where me and some person had to interrupt to ask squishi ichigo (who was in the crowd)
a question about some video game. weird.

oh yeah and there was a massive dream before all of this. Something to do with being in a radical therapy thing,
takes place in a field with loads of activities. And the object is not to smoke, drink, or become mentally unstable.
I met my old bully there, asked for an apology and didn't receive one. It was making me so uncomfortable that I
left the treatment center even tho I was legally bound to it.

I went to some tiny catholic church down the road and pretended to believe in it so I could get some cotton wool shoes and stuff.

Digital_Mantra

i was taking massive leaps across a barren land on these very thin eroded cliffs until the horizontal view grew more curved each leap.
as the world itself was closing in on me, i climbed down one of the pillars and found a circular stone temple with red fabric drapes that
were so long you could use them like swinging vines. licking them gave me different sensations and powers.
some large bats with the face of my mother came towards me and exploded into toasters of burnt bread.
i stood in a green painted square that transported me to other temples. kinda like in doom.
ended up swimming in some cottage cheese-like substance to a festival celebrating the death of me.
i felt very welcome to my death party.

Hiroshi Mishima

Of all the things to dream about, I dreamt about this one books series I have about a girl who is a vampire and has all kinds of problems. The series is usually titled "Undead and ____", I have two books and want to get the others. The really quirky thing is, I've never really READ the books, but have always been meaning to. I recently found the two books while looking for my copy of The Fifth Elephant the other day. Found it weird that I'd have a dream about me looking for the other books in that series though.

Zhs2

Quote from: IRC16:02 <Chizuawaii> I had a dream where James and I initiated a combo attack, and it ended up transforming the tire chain (you know, for making snow tires) I was carrying into a large hammer; it caused me to shelve my tire iron on my back and run at the shadowy figure in front of me with it in my hands instead, to test this new weapon's power
16:02 <ZeroOne> That sounds like an immense dream. What were you smoking before that?

Before that I was being IM'd by friends and people I had no clue who they were alike, the names of which ranged from hobbs to Mystic Amari (as far as I remember.) My friend messaged me with a distinct "Check out the IRC channel! I have a special surprise for you!" and it dreamjumped to that which is described above.

Digital_Mantra

Was at some outdoor pink floyd concert, not too many people. we were listening to shine on you crazy diamond in a small grass field on the roof of a las vegas building. a helicopter crashed on some people. then a truck rammed through the sitting audience. After that i left cause I was sick of the music being interrupted by dying people.

I was trying to make a cool horror skit in some weird area close to a highway. I had all sorts of props, fake guts, antique furniture, some bizarre little things. Though everytime I finished building the set, something went wrong and I couldnt start filming.

I walked over a grass hill on the other side of the highway and was suddenly in a huge mall where everyone was shopping for shoes.

I saw my sister there and we were playing pool. Then we went to some patio for a smoke and I saw a swirling galaxy and it was so divine, so lush. Then I saw a ufo comprised of vector dots without the connecting lines. It was getting closer and closer and I eventually was touching it.

I tried petting a cat that was in 2 places at once. Weird little fucker.

Outside one of the old apartments I lived in. Went in elevator. I pressed a button by accident when all i meant to press was up. It went up but then i was in some unfamiliar part of the building. it was actually some mirror dimension of it. so i ran down the hallway looking for the adjacent reality and was relieved to get back to the original place. I told people never to press that button, but they were all very old and didn't hear me.

There was some final dream. It was cartoonish, something symbolic. some squid like octopus characters talking about cuddling in groups over pairs, and how pairs end up getting fucked by the male squid who turns into a large wooden phallic statue of an evil horny toad face that inks all over you. It was some educational cartoon aimed at kids in a world where there were no humans but just these odd coming of age squidopusfrog pond kids. Weird.

I think I'll have some breakfast now.

personitis


Quietus

Dman is always trippin'.  It's when he isn't that we are going to worry. :whoa:

squishy_ichigo

#68
I have dreams that range from the epic shit that DMan writes about, to the most boring things possible...

For instance: I just woke up from a dream! :D

It started off in my old apartment that I just moved out of, with my best bud roomie still rooming with me. (I think his girlfriend was there, but I'm not 100% on that)  I come out into the living room, and he's playing Diablo II on the TV, which is odd for several reason. (the most apparent being that it wasn't a game I've ever actually seen him play before)  So he asks me if I have certain items, he needed them for a transmutation in the Horadric Cube. He lists some off, and I don't catch what they are, so he has to repeat himself like 5 times, only to notice that HEY, he already had all of the items he needed. (none of the things he named off are actually in the game, dreams ftw)

So he starts combining shit, and it starts turning into this really weird mechanical object.  I sit there all amazed at what he's created, and then he asks if I want to play along with him with this item hes created.  Turns out, when we start the game, its actually some sort of tank like vehicle that you can enter into, but its not even Diablo anymore, we are in some game that seems closer to Starcraft, but there are enemies everywhere that are using the same tank like object that we are, and my roomie gets all pissed off.

Later on in the dream.... (or maybe right after, idk, you know how dreams are)

We are in the kitchen talking about something or other, most likely something to do with groceries, when the apartment starts to shake a lot.  We look out the window, and there's a fucking Overlord dropping Zerglings down by the apartment entrance.  FUCK!  Roomie grabs his shotgun (where did that come from?) and hands me a spare.  We stand with them waiting in front of the apartments door.  After awhile, when none come in through the front door, I walk cautiously into the kitchen again, and there is claws digging towards me, from the otherside of the wall! I shout to my roomie, and we start blasting the wall, hoping we kill the fuckers!

We look out the window again, and see Zerglings running all over the place on the ground. We start moving furniture around, hoping to blockade the entrances into the apartment.  Its about this time, I notice my little brother is there as well. (when, how, wtf?)  After keeping the onslaught at bay for a time, Terran troops make their way towards our apartment complex, to push the Zerg back. By this point, its not just Zerglings anymore, but all sorts of Zerg, and we can no longer hold them off!  Vultures start chasing down Zerglings, tanks seige up, and a dropship lands, with Marines popping out to take down stragglers. We are greeted at our door by one of these Marines, that orders us to head to the ship, and at this point the apartment is trashed, and parts are on fire.  I ask if we can take anything with us, and I'm answered with a "NO, JUST GET TO THE DROPSHIP!" I argue with him a bit about what he considers not taking anything, such as clothing items that are on our backs, etc. Until I ignore him and turn around towards my room to grab my usb flashdrive. With that in hand I head back towards the door, and only my little bro and the Marine are left, my roomie (and his girlfriend?) had already left. So we start to follow them, and the trip to the dropship was some heart pounding shit, what with my little bro falling, and us having to stop and get him, with Zerglings starting to make their way to our position. 

The last thing I remember is making it to the dropship, and it about to take off, and looking at the destruction that these bastards had wreaked on the surrounding area.

Wow, I wrote more then I thought I would....
Anyways, not nearly as epic as my dreams tend to get, but it was pretty good, (and I actually remembered most of it, which is rare) so I decided to write it up anyways.

edit: and now that I think about it, this dream was alot more linear them most of the dreams I have... alot of the time, it skips around alot, with a constantly changing setting. While some of those dreams have been epic, I certainly like the linear dream better.

zephyrtronium

#69
Quote from: squishy_ichigo on September 23, 2010, 12:17:12 PM"NO, JUST GET TO THE CHOPPA!"
fixt

If DMan's dreams could suddenly become reality, things would suddenly get awesome.

Edit: I just realized, post #69 get. :huzzah:

Digital_Mantra

guy keeps getting blown off by woman. he enters at a beach and tells her things, they go to a club and she turns him down,
after the club, she sees him at the beach not remembering him and they return to square one.

but something breaks the sequence. at one point, hes in her beach house bathroom shower hiding.
she finds him and he tells her this hasn't happened for over 400 times, and wonders what broke the loop.

he enjoyed the the loop because he was genuinely infatuated with the woman, even if she wasn't into him,
he enjoyed giving her a mind-fuck story at the beach every time so they could go back to the club where the
blow off occurs and her memories revert back to never having met him.

its a very thin island, the clubs are on the east side of the beach, she strolls to west beach where he emerges from the seaweed
to sit and tell a story to her that peaks her interest, and thus back to the club they go.

on the way to west beach, is her beach house, where she stops to use the bathroom. for some reason, after all the times,
hes in the shower. i don't know why.

the dream also had a lot of weird imagery, a lively beach parade selling paper lips,
a bar with poly-sexual beings taking turns peeing in a weird bathroom.
and the point of view in the dream was going through both the man and woman's perspective.


Digital_Mantra

there was a mansion and a regular building. i would cross both wearing a short black wig. i had this band i was trying to start called zef.
i was looking around the regular building to find bandmates, everyone there was random people i knew way back from school.
they were very ignorant to my cause, too addicted to magazines and puzzle computer games.
one of them involved solving a glyph puzzle, i offered help but got the cold shoulder.

there was one guy, no idea who he really was, he was once living in the mansion but moved to a basement suite in the building.
he seemed to be dying, every hello i gave him, i got a cough in return, or a "jesus christ my throat hurts", or "my tongue is falling off".
he was playing some metal gear solid game where the main character was richard dean anderson.
[a) been watching lots of sg-1. b) lol how richard's role is based off kurt russel's role in the sg movie, kurt was the inspiration for snake in the escape from movies. just noticed that.]

as for the mansion, it was a mystery. you would have to ask about every door and where it goes. sometimes you'd get a response, sometimes you wouldn't.
some led to transports to dead end rooms. there was some kind of beauty contest between these women. i was seeing one of them.
the final one, after the winner was selected, the female judge went to the loser and they flicked their tongues together, very pink neon tongues exchanging a long strand of gray spit.

one of the contestants fathers came to visit, but as he approached her for a hug, she separated into a little girl and through one of the doors with her father,
where you could hear him saying that they're gonna go watch a hockey game and a baseball game and go to a zoo and you could see them going off into the distance
in what looked like a crowded stadium that shifts.

i was led to believe that all people in this mansion were sent by their parents, and as they grow up and their parents come to visit,
their former pre-mansion selves are all the parents see, they don't see their children age.
i was becoming a hassle to both the mansion and the regular building.
they were finding out that i was tampering with chozo artifacts and they were sealing off corridors with walls only a super missile could destroy.
i could hear the mansion masters arguing in this other room, they sounded like evil aliens (perhaps in their true un-human form)
and were saying how i was so close to finding the holy icon of speedball and i had to be stopped.
cant remember much else, was a very vague dream.

oh there was this subconscious test thing. i was the subject. i had to fall into a subconscious state and absorb certain information or do something..
damn i wish this wasn't so vague there's something really odd/cool behind it.

squishy_ichigo

#72
I had an interesting one last night, and I'm sure of the reason I had it.
All of yesterday I was thinking how much easier life would be if I was a vampire and didn't have to deal with life's shit.
And so spawned this dream....

This dream starts in the setting that a good 50% of my dreams take place.  I'm curious why most of my dreams are molded in this environment so often, but thats not important I suppose.  The dreamscape starts in the home I lived in while I was in my younger years of high school. At that time, the occupants of the house where: me, my little brother, step mom, father, aunt, uncle, their two sons (my cousins).  This place is out in the country, and as such, the houses are bit spaced out for one another.

It skips around quite abit, but what I can remember of the dream goes abit like this:




Things are as they usually are in the household. The kids are making some foodstuffs to eat while they watch tv in the living room, probably some cartoon related broadcast, when one of them hears something outside.  He stops whats he's doing and walks over to the glass sliding door that shows him a great view of the backyard.  Its getting close to evening, with a bright orange sunset masked by the surrounding woodlands that mark the boundaries of the yard.  He makes his way outside and looks around, but can't find the source of the noise.

He makes his way around the side of the house, and looks over at the house across from his.  As usual, it looks dreary and mysterious, and this isn't helped with the sun setting in other direction, leaving this house in darkness.  He thinks he see's something moving around inside, but can't really tell from this distance. He shrugs and heads back inside, back to his dinner and evening entertainment.

Awhile later, he is by his self in the kitchen, next to the glass door, when he hears the sound again. He looks over to the door, and see's a small dark figure looking back at him through the door. Astonished by the sudden appearance of this creature, he jumps back. The figure smiles a evil grin, while he taunts the boy with an unsuccessful entry into the house. The door rattles and squeaks, only scaring the boy more and more. But he can't take his eyes off this creature.  As he stared at it, its features seems more defined. It was a black hunched over thing, with protruding ears, large eyes, and wrenched rags wrapping its body. Stand straight it wouldn't be more the four feet tall.

After awhile, the door clicks, a sound distinguishing the unlocking of the door, and it slowly slides open. The creature makes its way slowly to the boy, its grin growing wider and wider all the while.  The boy scared stiff can only watch.

"I will make your wildest dream now come true," it speaks before lunging at the boy and sinking its teeth into him.

----

Some time passes, and the boy is now in his room.  But he is not alone, the creature is sitting across from him, with his usual grin. 

"No... I... I won't do that!" the boy tells the monster.

"But you must if you wish to live," the creature replies, "they are worthless creatures anyways. No one will miss them."

"But... their my family! I... I can't just kill them like that!"

The monster makes his way to the door, and opens it. He slowly walks across the house with boy following. First passing the kitchen, then the living room, then grasps the doorknob to the boys aunt and uncles room.  The monster turns to face the boy with his wicked smile still on his face.

----

He is riding on the top of bus, holding onto the side, masking his appearance. No one inside will seem him as he is now, not that it would much anyways.  The bus is on the highway making its way to a exit. He can see into the bus, lots of laughing people having fun. But in the back corner, he see's his target. A young man in his late teens sitting by his self.  He man looks in his direction, and smiles as he closes his eyes.

The bus comes to a stop awhile later, its destination reached.  All the school children run out of the bus, making their way to their prison.  The young man is the last to get off the bus, and the dark figure on the bus waits to leap off until the bus begins to depart.

"Where are we headed today..." the young man asks in a depressed sigh, hands in his pockets.  The invisible figure reveals itself, and man in his early twenties.  Long black hair, with a dark trench coat are his most prominent features.

"We are headed to that building right over there," the dark figure says, pointing to a distant building in the cityscape behind them.

"Damn, thats kinda far isn't it? Couldn't we have stopped abit closer...." he says as he shoves a cigarette into his mouth.

"I could always carry you, if your worried about the time," the man in black says with a smirk.

"Nah, I'd much rather walk."

"As you wish."

The horizon is still in bright orange for the waning sunrise as they depart for their destination.

----

The young man puts out his cigarette as they reach the building. "After you," he says with a bow.

The dark figure opens the locked doors, and they make their way inside.  Its dark inside, with the only light coming from the windows that litter the room.  They walk around for abit, without finding what it is they want on the bottom floor, they make their way to the elevator.  It opens as they approach, with a young woman with glasses stepping out.

"Its about time you got here, I've been waiting all day!" she exclaims, as they all enter the elevator. As they all get inside, the dark figure notices the odd way the elevator sloped, as though it were held by a single string, and the occupants were the balance for the distributing of weight.  The elevator shook violently as they made their way up.  When the elevator comes to a stop, and the door opens, they see that it stopped a few feet above the floor of their stop.  They carefully make their way off the eerie elevator and make their way into the nearby hallway. This floor was very strange indeed. It did not have the decor of the bottom floor, and instead had a very industrial feel to it. Red steel beams, and chain fences, almost as though they were outside.

As they entered into a wide open section of the hallway they are taken by surprise, and are shot at from all directions.  The two young companions pull out a pair of guns each, and begin to counter, whist the dark figure evaporates into a veil of smoke.  The bodies begin to pile up, whist the two are protected by some unseen force.

As the last attacker falls, the man in black reappears, wiping the blood from his lips.

"Lets go," he says.

----

The door opens, and they walk into a small room, with a short fat man sitting in the middle tied up with tape over his mouth.  The young man unties him, and the fat man thanks them.

"They are coming! We need to get out of here now!" the fat man exclaims, making his way to the doorway.

"Not so fast," the dark figure says, blocking his path. "We need to know where the item is."

----

After another blazing gun battle,the dark figure reappears. The fat man lay dead on the floor, next to the young man.

"Damn it.... now what are we gonna do..." he asks the man in black, as he kneels over the man on the floor.

"I couldn't protect this man.... I counldn't even protect my own family..." the dark figure says, as he walks into the dark.




Its quite vague, and what not, but there is some story in their somewhere if you can find it.  Use your imagination I guess to fill in the blanks.  I woke up at the end of this, I always wish I could "finish" my dream off. They always get cut short like this. :<

Hiroshi Mishima

So this isn't anywhere near as grandiose as what you guys have been talking about as of late, but I thought "what the hell, why not" so I'll post about it in here.

Two distinct things I dreamt about, neither of which I really remember much about except for a few factors.

1) My left foot had some really weird injuries, and I couldn't for the life of me figure out what caused them. It was almost like the foot was breaking open in places (kinda like Burning Godzilla from the 1995 film, Godzilla vs Destroyah) and you could see big red cracks along the front of my ankle, the knuckles of my toes, and in a few other places. They glowed slightly, darker in the middle obviously.. And I remember asking someone about it, and all they could comment on was the fact that my feet weren't perfectly clean. But considering how my foot looked and felt, I was hardly going to be wearing shoes and socks over it.

It was strange.. my foot actually felt like this was real during the couple times I woke up and rolled over or adjusted the bedding or whatever. It would hurt when I bent the foot in those places and the foot itself was a bit warmer than my other foot. But I've had cause and effect both ways in dreams before, so that in itself wasn't surprising. I can't remember if any other parts of my body exhibited this phenomenon, but it's unlikely as I don't recall pain anywhere else. Actually it was more discomfort than pain, cause I could still walk around on it, and indeed there was a fair amount of moving on my part during the dream as I was navigating a facility or factory of some kind. I'm pretty sure I was looking for something or someone.

2) Either part of the previous dream or another dream altogether... but it was related to Doctor Who. Specifically, it felt as if I was playing a larger/longer version of the Doctor Who Adventures computer game. I'd stayed up late last night playing all three episodes just before bed, so I'm sure that was a factor. I can't recall if the Doctor or Amy were there, though. Pity, cause I would've liked to have hung out with Amy.

Digital_Mantra

Some kind of demented noir town, and i was a little girl. there was this weird horny monster trying to get me.
this thing was disturbing looking. no arms, about the size of a little girl, very strong legs. a torso, and a deformed head with dents in the skull and unaligned eyes.
eventually things switched, and i was in it's domain (some kind of large ventelation ducts). i approached it and it was starting to fear me, a little girl.
i grabbed its body and flipped it over, its anus was like this disgusting bloody diamond shape and it was saying in such a deformed voice "no... no... dont"
and then i grew a penis and lifted up my skirt and started fucking this repulsive beast up the ass. it was so weird because i wanted to vomit,
but all the repulsiveness transformed into horniness, until i climaxed and came like a garden hose inside the demons ass, massive amounts of cum
spraying out the diamond sphinctor.

this dream carried on a bit more and i wasnt a girl anymore but myself living in a strange neighbourhood where the demon was haunting me as i was unpacking in my new house.

then an old friend of mine back in the roofing days (stan the mexican with anger problems) was with his dog and we shook hands at an outdoor market in some
massive rusty garage. he offered me and my girl a ride up to the great pizza place. as he was pulling the car around and getting ready to stop for us,
my girlfriend spit in his face and he got pissed off and turned around. and i was like 'why the fuck did you do that i dont understand you why why what the fuck i wanted food'.
eventually we found my mom driving.

Some kind of pizza place my mom took me too, where you customize your own pizza. though there were 3 rides there that people came for more than the food.
some trainset you create yourself, the 3 levels are how wet you wanna get.

There was some weird house that my entire family was living in. We were ordering pizza.
But the bill was 70$ and my aunt wanted my girlfriend to pay all of it and she was like 'no' and my aunt was like 'you little bitch'.

Then I had to be a therapist for them both and find out why my aunt was so hostile and it's cause she thought her son didnt love her anymore and was
going behind the families back to his other family and starting to get religious and go to church, (which is something all of us actually fear after she lost the custody battle).
then it was his birthday and he had a bunch of friends over. i gave him a hug and told him to stop believing in the monotheistic god,
explaining all the reasons why that god is a false one.

i was running through a gated community, trying to find paths between houses, stairwells, etc. There were some joggers following me,
some of them even saying confusing things to me, and i'd say what and they would say nevermind.

There was this huuuuge house that i took the top floor of. i was checking out the locks and shit.
kept waiting for pennies to come in the mail. the entire house was cedar. strong smell.

back at the pizza place which was now a club or something. i blacked out and wanted my step bros camera to see all the stuff i did
(i actually hate blackouts because i do and say things that aren't me). i watched it and he seemed to have turned my silly night into some amazing film
that had pan shots of nature, clouds moving over horizons, great music, then bits of me saying profound shit and then back to nature,
eventually getting back to me looking more and more wasted with half my face dead trying to stay up talking about the universe having tremendous
energy in the emptiness of space.